My times with this girl are like gold.
Embraced her for hours, exchanged few words, said a thousand things.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
What a wretched last few says it's been. Since the first MC I have tried to convince myself that the actual act of MC is painful but bearable. I was wrong. It hurts like a bitch. The worst part of it is that I am fine one second and completely incapacitated the next. This sucks. I have a life. I do not wish to nor do I have the luxury to lye in bed for a week. You'd think my kids would be used to it by now but I'm sure it's rather confusing when I am joking around one minute and the next lying on the couch with tears streaming down my pain stricken face. I'd think me mad.
On the plus side, my little girl seems to be more willing to talk about our repeated losses. I know it's been tearing her up inside. I have sent many a prayers on her behalf. What a charge it is to walk my little darlings through this graciously when I myself am at complete loss.
I joined an e-class today and although it does not start for another month I am rather excited about it. Here is the link if you interested:
again not working.... I guess we will just have to go with the good old fashion copy and paste.
http://infertilityeclass.com/Register.html
I'm super psyched. Did I mentioned that? For one, although I know it's not like super revolutionary or anything, I have never done anything like this before. And secondly I recognize how isolating this journey can be and how essential it is to have a community around you who simply get you without you having to explain yourself and without the fear of being judged.
On the plus side, my little girl seems to be more willing to talk about our repeated losses. I know it's been tearing her up inside. I have sent many a prayers on her behalf. What a charge it is to walk my little darlings through this graciously when I myself am at complete loss.
I joined an e-class today and although it does not start for another month I am rather excited about it. Here is the link if you interested:
again not working.... I guess we will just have to go with the good old fashion copy and paste.
http://infertilityeclass.com/Register.html
I'm super psyched. Did I mentioned that? For one, although I know it's not like super revolutionary or anything, I have never done anything like this before. And secondly I recognize how isolating this journey can be and how essential it is to have a community around you who simply get you without you having to explain yourself and without the fear of being judged.
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