Vanishing Acts

Hi, my name is Jane and I am an alcoholic.
Except that I am not. But I might as well be.
Booze, drugs, gambling, t.v, books. Pick you vices.
Where do you look to for your next high?
What bridges the gap for you, from where you are to....
To where you want to be?
Except that that's a lie as well.
Or is it?
Is it fair to say...
That I want to be somewhere,
if I don't know where?
Anywhere but here.
Anywhere... yet nowhere...