Undeniably

Is it possible to miss someone who never really existed? Someone you never really new. Someone who was and is only a part of your dreams.

Afraid so...

Lord you play cruel jokes sometimes...
And yet how often do my own think of me and my ways as cruel
when I have nothing but their best interest at heart?
It was nothing more then a few hours ago...

Almost forgotten but yet lingering
Too precious to let go,
Too painful to hang on to.
How is it that I weep for you?
For YOU?! You never were!!
Nothing more then my dreams.
I feel foolish
Yet undeniably heart broken.

Lord you play cruel jokes sometimes...
Yet how often do my own think of me and my ways as cruel
when I have nothing but their best interest at heart?
It was nothing more then a few hours ago...
It was nothing
Yet I am
Undeniably heart broken.